Hello people :)

Just broken someone’s heart and obviously i’m not proud of doing that to the person that care for me ! Don’t blame me 100% ly . You tell me how to love someone when your heart is not with that person but with the previous one ? Yes he’s right about i made a huge mistake by letting him go for a person who already have a girlf besides him . Well i’m not letting him go for this previous one , it’s just that i can’t lie to him and myself . At first i thought i love you like how i love that previous one but the fact is not ! I just realized that my heart is still with him when he showed up back in our relationship . That previous one is like a shadow that following me everywhere i go and everything i do . The presents of his shadow made me hurts you even more , did you realize that ? I ignore you , i didn’t give u a treatment tht you supposed to get and blabla . I am truly and deeply sorry for hurting you . I hope you understand , it’s our own good . I don’t want to lie to you anymore and i don’t want this relationship full of bullshits ! It’s better for you to know now and let me go now dear , the long we go the worse it will be . By the way , don’t ever think that i want u to let me go so that i can get back together with the previous one . No matter how much i love him , there’s no way for us to get back as we used to .